SEARCHING by Laura Merrit

Seven or eight years old.
Getting saved at the Baptist Summer Revival.
Bow you head now and recite this prayer.
Not sure I believe I feel this is a lie.
If Jesus is real he will know my mind.
And surely the uncertainty he will find.
The worst ever lie in my heart
My fraud of faith

I have been searching for faith in something for as long as I can remember.
Incredible timing this amazing thing that is happening here.