Heart of Pain By Kristi Kirby

They call you self sabotage
A mirage of the truth
You always feel unworthy
A fool with desires
Spitting fire
A dragon
Heavy breathing
An alcoholic
Who frolics
A complainer
Looking for gain
Heart of pain
Heart of pain
Will make you a deceiver
Heart of pain
Heart of pain
You must be a believer
Heart of pain
Heart of pain
Twisting the blame
Bathing in shame
Eyes gone bad
Losing everything
You had
That kind of life is sad
Heart of pain
Heart of pain
Will make you a deceiver
Heart of pain
Heart of pain
You must be a believer
Heart of pain
Heart of pain
Stopping the drinking
To get the mind thinking
Keep getting up everyday
Turn on the lamp
Study the word
Dance with the morning dew
Wish on the first star
You know who you are
Focus on your own truth
You will be set loose
Heart of pain
Heart of pain
Will make you a deceiver
Heart of pain
Heart of pain
You must be a believer
Search again within this soul
The truth is there
Beginning to stare
You are prepared
Sunshine and showers
This heart of pain
Is a heart of a flower
Getting stronger by every new day
This pain is slowly going away.