Not Tonight by Terra Kay

How is it after all this time
my affection for you
endures continues
as if I fell for you just yesterday

Uninvited you come into my thoughts
my feelings you inhabit my space
my heart—when all I want to do
is to forget how much I used to want you

Out of the blue a song reminds me
re-binds me to your heart
as if I could resist that persistent
pull into the direction of where you exist

Your heart light remains and persists
I cannot drive by you left no forwarding
and still my heart flies to reconcile
desire through the night skies

Seeking you seeking solace
fearing you want me too
what would I do
if that were true