NO WORDS by Anonymous

Today there are no words
Just tears, silent– always quiet
barely a trace
falling down my face
Me squirming
kicking and flailing in images, that unveil themselves
knocking me over
Too many to count
the kitchen wallpaper has pineapples
oscar wilde to the rescue
I laugh to myself
It’s over quicker
when your frozen
REGURGITATE this,   stand up , move on ,
RUN!
PORNSTACHE I wish I could erase you
and your roughness
as easily as I forget
the days …mtwthurs now
Friday so many mini deaths
and chokeholds, today I fight
instead of freeze
right now I use every tool I know
I recognize me holding my breath
I recognize me so quiet
I recognize his grooming
I still feel it
In my body
I forgive her /me/then for responding
for acquiescing/ for e n j o yin
Can
 these words hold it all  for a second
Can I
Faceless and nameless
Moral disgust so deep
It swirls
The scars are ropey
and keloid
Now
Don’t worry no one
will touch me there
ever
again