I’m not a monster, I am human by Rosella Gomez

When I find I have fallen lost in time
In a place where darkness resides
Where forgiveness is lost in the dark
I find myself back in time of torture
Where I am invisible not to be heard
Locked away in a darkend place of hell
Alone, away from the light, I bleed
Bleed for forgiveness of a simple mind
Who has done the inexcusable
I remove my armored shoes once again
Place them for another deserving soul
Until I bleed out the monster inside
And find my humanity in forgiveness
Forgiveness of self, I can only give to me
So for now I walk this path, alone
Until the light finds me, to heal this,
Brokenness, shattered by the darkness