I stand in my power, I own my own story and build the future with the truth of my incarnated purpose.

It is not hard for me to move my own fears
The deepest of which is letting my body heal enough, to feel so alive, that I really might want to stay here.To come back fully to my little aching body and live with unconditional love
Then lose my grief of coming back from near death experiences and no physical consciousness
Grief keeps things real.
On a subconscious level health for me is commitment to life.and life to me is “Waiting longer to go home”Even though my heart wants to be here for all that I love,
The last few months of rollercoaster mayhem, pain management palliative care nurses that become family virtual dates with my darling amongst the mayhem of consistent vomiting seizure after seizure, Calls to my darling seperated by covid,  to gently with her loving voice bring me back from seizures, over and over again all nighters many times, total overwhelming life changes for me my amazing  children and my love.
For months I couldn’t stand, couldn’t swallow or bathe myself
My reluctant soul has been coaxed back into this little exhausted weak physical  body I was dying..
I knew I had to make a choice, I knew I had to decide to be brave enough to let the yearning for @home@ go.
Let the grief be held in my heart for the sacred gifts it gave me.
But still honour my choice to stay and LIVE this incredible physical experience for a few more years
So grateful for my children,for  my love, my nurses that are now family, and so immensely grateful for Fiona and the Fionians. You are all amazing warriors
?Venerable Tenzin?