As I Kneel before you I’m about to go in I wonder who you are And where you have been I will take you to a place With no start And no end And hear you scream out my name Again and again I will softly withdraw As your body subsides And ask what’s to…

I’ve been staying indoors a lot lately Anyone?! I’m in a new relationship A new phase should I say Hoping that we work out She’s here all the bloody time Twenty-four seven in fact It’s not like zoom where you can unplug. Like any new relationship There’s stuff we don’t know about each other And…

THERE IS WEALTHY LAUGHTER AND CRIES OF POVERTY AND SOON AFTER I CLIMB ANOTHER HILL ANOTHER MOUNTAIN WITH CRICKETS AND MOSQUITOS AND THE SOUND OF CHASING CARS AND THEN I SIT WITHIN THE SILENCE IN THE DEAD OF THE NIGHT AND EARLY MORNING WONDERING… WHAT IS SUCCESS REALLY? I THINK IT IS A DARK PLACE…

What’s the point of being here If no one can see me They say birds are drawn To their own color Because they think it is their Own kind I know living too fast Made me deaf dumb and blind So I allow the birds And colors That ring through the skies To resound within…

This wild heart has been caged up for too long now. Passion built up inside that has no room left to hide. I long to be let go to be wild and free and happy just being me. I know I’m true of heart and that will do me for now. I’m no longer living…

I don’t know how and I don’t know when, But there will be a big difference between me now, and back then. The road I have travelled has been long and dark, with demons. I no longer want to think or talk about. I have kept these monsters, deep down, inside of me. I even…

Im going to get thru because i am holding my own hand more because i know your their beside me.. I dont hate my child anymore.. I can talk to her now.. I could not before i despised her loathed her…. I am growing because im not so terrified im not alone now.. My heart…

why does your touch hurt so why dose your voice sharply accuse why do I feel like I am drowning in a sea of darkness where your soul dwells I am transfixed by the waves of madness that keep me steady in vertigo spinning So I dont see the insanity all around me it feels…

(The quote is from Esther Hicks) Everything is always working out for me Even when it isn’t, Even when the odds and the evidence Are stacked against me They are stacked that way To help me find my way Back home To surrender. To Where the arguing has ceased To where gratitude prevails To where…

It’s the 8th of April And I don’t have a cat If I had a cat I would talk about it So in a way I do have a cat The one I can’t see If I think about her long enough Maybe she will appear.